recently everything Ive ever worked for has been taken from me and I dont know how to get it back. Have any of u ever had that problem where u want something so bad and u get the opportunity and then u blow it, just like that. Im kinda lost right now, and normally I would turn to sk8ting but I cant cause my sk8ts need repairs. I know I have to find a new goal inlife and I just cant find it no matter how hard I try. I was hoping cause we all have things in common maybe one of u guys could help me out with some life advice or something, cause Im getting despate to the point where Im starting not to care about anything and I know thats not the right place for me. Can anyone give any advice?